MY MIND

"Recommend a book for us to read. Why is it important?" Waa I love reading book so much. Unluckily, I can only recommend a book for you. Ok, what i'm thinking in my mind now, it will be "The Little Prince". Why? Idk, I love this novel so much, so deep, anyway. It teach me many things about adulthood, something that I'm not ready yet, though I'm 24 y.o. I almost cried when I read this book. If you're young adult and struggle with this life transition, I suggest you to read it.

"What's something you've always wanted to do, but haven't? Why not?" Many, many things. But, I'll choose 2 of them. First, I've always wanted to climb a mountain, since I read novel '5cm', maybe when I was 17 y.o. But I wouldn't do it bcs of my backbone. Second, I wanted to study neuroscience formally, whether master or doctoral. Why not? Cos I trapped here, in pharmacy. Long story, i'm too lazy to tell it. Haha. But, one day I hope I will. Doctoral, maybe? Idk when.

Still have a problem with routinity. But, I wanna go on. "If you could have a dinner with any five people, who would they be?" First, I assume that I could be with anyone, even who has passed away, or fictional character. So, I would really happy if I could have a dinner with my parents. The third seat will be my crush since I'm 17 yrs old. The physicist guy whom I never met since 6 yrs ago. The next seat will be given to my idol. I will keep it secret too. He's someone whom I adore so much. He's really introverted, I barely know deeper side of him, and I hope he would reveal himself deeper on the dinner. The last, actually I confuse, but I would like to invite Sherlock Holmes. I'll choose rectangle table, with formation 1-2-1-2. The seat arrangement would be respectively: my idol - my mom and I - my dad - my crush and Sherlock Holmes - my idol. After having a dinner, I hope that they will stay for a night, so we can chat til morning. Hehehe.

To be honest, my autobiographical memory is pretty bad. So, you have to appreciate my effort to remember it. Lol. Okay, here what's the left, the happy one, which I still remember. 1. Picked up by parents and taken to their work place. I played there with my brother who a year older than me. 2. Mudik to my grandma's house in gresik (8 hr by car). There, I played in tambak (a field filled by saltwater to raise saltwater fish) 3. Played with my brother and cousins during vacation (tamiya, bleybade, physical activities like hide and seek, played in rice field, benteng takeshi, etc) 4. Wake up early every sunday to watch cartoon along the day, sometimes I fought with my brother if we wanted to watch different channel. 5. TPA (kind of Islamic shool at 3-5 pm), went to TPA at certain days and played with my neighborhood's friends. 6. Went to comic rental and borrowed several comics, my fav: detective conan, cerita hantu di sekolah, doraemon, gober, kobo chan) Wond...

As long as I remember, I never felt deeply attached to thing, so I don't know how to answer today's challenge, moreover clothes, because I don't pay attention to what I wear. So, inatead of it, I will tell you my fav chlotes. They are my grey pants, so comfortable to me. (Kind of in that pic).

Almost forgot. 30 minutes to day 3. I'm sorry haha. Let's just start! 1. KISS MY DAD'S HAND AND CHEEK 2. Death of dad a year ago. 2. Phone calling every dawn with him. 3. Opening pandora box five years ago. 4.  Winning something and got a trophy. 5. Sensation of waking up after surgery. 6. Running without fear of my condition. 7. Addiction to something which is prohibited.

I got a challenge, from my friend, Nadia Astriani. For day 1, I should write 15 fun facts about me. FUN? To be honest, I'm not a funny person. So, don't expect too much from me hahaha. 1. Natural Nocturnal . Nggak ngerti sih sebenarnya, what happen with me. Jadi, pada pagi hari saya selalu merasa lesu dan mengantuk. Tapi jam 7 ke atas, saya alert, detak jantung meningkat, sweating, jadi ingin melakukan hal-hal yang tidak ingin dilakukan di pagi hari. Bahkan seringkali insomnia. I prepare to go bed early (10 p.m), but keep awake till 1-2 am. Dan, tapi, efeknya, bangun jam 8-9 pagi (dengan solat subuh dulu tentunya). 2. Jarang banget nangis. Sesedih apapun, hampir nggak bisa nangis. Even, ketika ayah meninggal, saya cuma nangis 15 menitan kali ya. Padahal kata ibu, dulu pas kecil saya super cengeng. Mungkin air matanya udah dihabisin pas kecil. Lacrimal gland nya udah seret wkwkwk. 3. Hobi stalking orang. Siapapun, tak peduli gender, dan umur, bahkan orang ya...